inter related:-heart,emotion,confusion

I have this weird feeling lately. The feeling that i have not experience for quit a long time. Yeah, im not denying the fact that it is about a guy. Even when I have a lot of things to keep my mind busy but at times he was there in my mind. God, why must we have this kind of feeling? It is beautiful but full of confusion. It is very hard for me to fall but at the time when I had fall, I found it very difficult for me to stand again.

I want to experience the feeling but I don't want to be hurt. Sometimes it is scary, sometimes it's beautiful, sometimes its hurting and sometimes its very confusing...

Am I the only one who had this feeling?

p/s:jatuh cinta...takut tapi nak...

Gambar pembakar semangat

gambar ni utk bg semangat study rerajin supaya cepat grad....hehehe

p/s: hidung tetap kembang....

Busy week..

-project paper kena submit on the 16th october

-presentation international law ahad ni (AHAD????!!!!)

-case presentation family law 15th october

-assignment company law 23rd october

-test intellectual property maybe dalam next week

final exam: 28th october................................

p/s: Rambut da gugur..... :(

Merancang masa depan:

Semester depan da final sem. So skarang ni tgh plan nak buat apa lepas ni. Saya ada beberapa pilihan. Tolong bantu, boleh?:

i) Sambung LL.B(Bachelor of Law) lagi setahun pastu buat chambering 9 bulan seperti rancangan awal.

Masalahnya lepas buat mooting and lepas buat praktikal saya x rasa saya layak jadi seorang peguam plus nak
buat LLb tu sama mcm masuk penjara. Kena punch card pukul 8 lepas tu klas abis dalam pukul 6 n sometimes
sampai pukul 10. Larat ke? Assignment bagi ari ni dah kena anta esok. aduh! Confirm kurus. Pastu buat
chambering confim kena buli. So kalau nak pilih ni kena sangat dedicated n tabah. masalahnye....dedicated ke?

ii) ikut young lecturer scheme

Ini mcm best tapi nak ikut young lecturer scheme ni kena dapat pointer tinggi. kalau nak g oversea kena dapat
3.5 above. Kalau nak buat kat sini kena dapat 3 above. Ok je kalau buat kat sini pown. Tapi setahun setengah la
buat master. Xlama sangat ke? Kalau boleh nak g UK buat master tp 3.5 tu mcm xmungkin jer...suruh abah
sponsor? hmmmm.....kesian la pulak. So kalau nak pilih ni dapatkan 3.8 sem ni baru boleh buat YLS kat UK.
Masalahnye....mampu ke?

iii) Apply PTD(pegawai tadbir dan diplomat)

Wah!!! cite-cite nak tinggi. Xleh blah...mmg glamour ar kalau jadi PTD. Tapi susah nak lepas. Kena buat exam
(exam xde hal), pastu g kursus, pastu g interview. Masalahnya kat sini kursus die involve physical training ala-
ala tentera. g plkn pown da nangis ada hati nak jadi PTD. Lagipown skarang ni perempuan susah nak jadi PTD sbb
byk kena g overseas. Plus dorang kata ada contract xleh kahwin dalam masa setahun. Xjadi masalah yang tu cuma
physical training tu yang xsanggup tuh....kalau nak amik yang ni pastikan:-pengetahuan am harus sangat luas
and kena fit...

iv) Amik certificate in company administration and then handle company abah:

Keje ngan bapak sendiri boleh buat macam ofis sendiri. suka ati je nak masuk pukul brapa kan? masalahnya
ayahandaku tidak akan membiarkan anakandanya merosakkan company die. amik CiCA tu cuma setahun and klas ari sabtu je kat UIA. Pastu boleh keje kat company besar and jadi Legal Assistant(kalau xkeje kat company abah la...) Yang ni mcm best....hmmmmmmmmmmmm......mcm mana ni.

v) Pilihan terakhir: nikah
Haaaaa.... mcm menarik. Duk umah goyang kaki abiskan duit laki....Serious menarik. Tapi dimana nak ku cari?

P/s: bantu saya buat pilihan yang tepat demi masa depan bersama....